Okay do you ever have those moments throughout your life where you ask yourself, "What am I doing?"
It's when you take a step back and wonder what's going to happen next. Should I continue or just stop? Is this a bad idea? Why am I doing this? And the questions keep going on and on.
Well, I think these are the moments that shape your life. It's as if your brain is sensing a big change before it actually happens and is asking, "Are you really ready for this?" Most of the time, I think that you ask yourself this out of fear. That the outcomes of what you're doing at the moment will be life changing in a way and that truly scares you.
Other times asking yourself that questions can signal you to try to do something new. As if the realm of possibilities is opening in front of your very eyes and you finally understand that you can't keep doing the same things. That you can't keep living this way anymore because in the end it'll only eat you alive. So you change something to keep your life fresh and to open new doors.
I've always wondered if there was this big moment in my life that will determine the rest of my future. A single moment where I make a certain decision that alters my life forever. And I've just come to the realization that it's already happened, or is still happening. It's those "What am I doing" moments that changes my life's forever. It amazes me that what I thought would be happening in the faraway future is taking place in the present.
